Another Stage Another Me

Did a throwback on 10 years in my life, found I was so motivated and excited. Even realized, I was much more mature as I expected from me. And realized the quality of me with which, I was proud then also stays today. 

Now I have achieved something, I am not struggling. I have a new life, an additional set of responsibilities. A new life is about to come from me. 

And the world is in a strange state, a year which everyone wants to delete from thier lives. 

But today also, I am not happy. I have a huge salary, a nice family. Still, I do not feel me, Looks I am lost. I am just busy dying as per my blog. And fact is, I know this but unable to explain.

Politics is not my cup of tea

 Politics is too tough too handle. 

House politics is so complex.

 It involves so much stresss to deal with everyone. People are so manipulative in words. Few does not know, what their words are. They just speak.

Few wrap words in so much butter, that you do not even realize underneath slice was of toast or bread. 

And they believe everyone to learn these tactics. 

Me being so much liberal, and see everyone as equivalent human beings. It takes lot of emotions and give stress to solve this ambiguity.

I prefer to be out of these all. And least involved in these circumstances.